ello

know it's coming..
but cant seem to feel the presence of it.
it's so near yet it feels so far far away.
argh.
dunnoe what to say liao.
that shop sells nice neckless=natural bananas/the man has nice legs
osh kosh b'gosh=the cow crush grass.
dotz.
so lame.

dunnoe what's her problem with her sometimes.
i mean like..if you're depressed, sad, pissed or whatever that is,
dont go round giving people black face
it's not their fault you know
and they are the ones who end up getting ignored or receiving a black face.
sighz.
but then again.
it's nothing new.
she's always like that.
if one day if she changed for the better,
i'll find it weird.
perhaps it's good for her to stick with her old self.

haha.
i realise that im getting as crazy as her.
the kind of craziness that she has for her...targets......
it's kinda funny.
how i got the craziness from her.
and im using it back on HER
haha.
craziness cycle.
okay.
i dont like go round showing how crazy i am.
think i just conjure up crazy thoughts in my head.
sweet sweet thoughts.
haha.
*pukes*
but then..qutie obvious that those things wont come true..
to me at least..

counting down.